bUttErfLy kiSsEs

almost 2 am and im still up..wtf! as if im not used to this.. ( e halos everyday mas late pa nga ko natutulog dahil sa work) blame it on callcenter shift!haha

anyway, one week in training (production) made me realize that im really done with such kind of job..uber stressful! huhuhu, 1st day i cried out of frustration , (kahiya!) hehe but my other teammates said that it was a normal feeling (lalo't halos lahat kami callcenter virgins)...

so i think i survived one week..goodluck na lang sa  maging grade ko..hehe i doubt if i can be certified..im preparing myself for the worse..anyway, at least i already had a taste of what it feels like to be in such field of work (mas ok pa talaga buhay ko nun na sa bahay lang, yun nga lang la ko sweldo..hehehe) and yun pa feeling ko  wla na ko sa planet earth dahil di ko na lam latest na nangyayari sa pinas..hehe kung dati super socially aware ako ngyn e ,lost na ko sa mga chismis este balita pala...

haay, so aun Im really torn if i should pursue working in a callcenter (pero parang di ko ata call yun xe baka matanggal din tlga ko kahit gusto ko mgstay..hehe haay umandar na nman pagkanega ... or antay ko na lang next yr to go back to school, pero ewan ,haay napakaindecisive ko talaga, sa ngayon ang alam ko lang gusto ko magtinda sa Tiangge..hehe gusto ko lang naman maging tindera, since malapt na pasko uso na yung mga yun,,kung meron lang talaga ko capital at magandang pwesto gusto ko talaga itry yun... hmmmm

what else..hahah natawa ko sa entry ko taglish amputa..lol

tas ayun badtrip pala ko ngyn...xempre dahil sa kanya..

yun na muna, dami ko pa pala dapat gawin..la na naman talaga ko pahinga nito..gusto ko tuloy umalis ulit mamaya at bumili ng kung  ano lang..haha

 

 

..talaga ma-out of place.=(

..teammates text me, usually it says they won't make it to work or they'll be late or asking me to for a day off (leave) or change their rest day. Wrong pay, they were not informed about an update, and all other complaints they can think about.

However today, one teammate texted me to thank me because I didn't forget to arrange the plotting oftheir leaves due to Typhoon Ondoy and they were spared ofthe hassle of getting an incorrect pay during this time of calamity.

After reading such appreciation, I felt so happy and somehow it felt that all the stress at work lightened.

..me enjoy Cafe World and Restaurant City in Facebook?

It's like what we play when we're little. Bahay-bahayan. I remember we had this version that I was a baker selling pan de sal to my playmates (cousins). It's just that this time, it's virtual and.. uhmmm.. ambitious.

Hehe...

~Rob Thomas

 

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to
make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all
you want to do is cry

[Chorus]
And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make
things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live
our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow Someday

Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away
then maybe you can change
your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on
everything around you
Man it's good to be so warm

[Chorus]

And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just
feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live
our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow Someday

[x2]
Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again

 

~this song just seemed so perfect for the things we're going through.

I am so done with arki! I'm leaving its world...FOREVER. wahahaha. kidding, that'd be stupid, which I am but...whatever.

I'm gonna miss Beato, the profs, the people, the tinderas outside, my spot sa labas ng gate, lulu's condo and he's balcony (parang lahat may connection sa yosi ko? hahaha) I shouldn't be missing UST and Beato because it's easy to go back, I should be missing the life of a student, but not just yet. I haven't rid myself of the excitement of finally breaking free from it.

Yeah...I'm free.

 

 

or am I?

 

now that I'm no longer a student, I've officially stepped into the world of adults. I don't think I'm ready just yet for that kind of resposibility but somehow, it excites me. I am excited but I'm more afraid.

It's like my delibs all over again, but I just think of it this way... I got through that, I'm gonna get through this.

 

So hello world! and beware... jinx is on the loose.